So I started working for this lady, babysitting her kids while she was in school and working... Then she started waiting til I got to her placeto tell me she didn't have to work that day or whatever but she had to go to a meeting or whatever and instead she would run off to meet a friend it go out of town to see a guy. Why lie about it just tell me the freaking truth and I would still watch it kids but know if I need u to watch mine or whatever you better be willing to... So I have been watching these kids since the first of january and have yet to see a paycheck. Not cool. So I'm now looking for a new job. She going to be upset but Oh well I have kids to support and bills to pay. If I was getting paid it wouldn't be so bad... hoping to find a decent job soon so I can get out of my parents basement and into my own place with my kids. I love my parents bit I don't want to live here forever!
On a better note I have been talking to someone... A really great guy for that matter.. He's all I could really ask for.. he's got a good job, got his license, a truck, likes to hunt, fish, go mudding, ect... Love it!!!! Hrd got kids of his own... If the paternity test comes back they are his... If not its ok he can claim mine as his step kids if he wants. I would make sure they don't call him dad since they have a dad that is in their lives but he could be a role model in their lives along with their dad.. Just sayin... :)
Ok now that he's on my mind I am going to finish this and see if he wants to hang out today... :)
Xoxo y'all!
Saturday, March 2, 2013
New job?
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
New Year, New Beginnings!
Happy 2013!!
Well the new year is in full swing! I must say that this year is turning out much better than I expected. I went into this new year thinking that things were going to be horrible... as they have been for the last few months.. Well I can honestly say that things are starting to look up. I started a job babysitting a good friends 4 kids and I have my name in the places hiring out there so I can maybe get a second job to help out financially in my life. I have my name in a few apartment places that are based off your income and I am just waiting to hear back about them so the kids and i can get out of my moms house and out on our own.
New years was an interesting time to say the least. I was reintroduced to an old flame. Thought things were going to work out for the 2 of us since we had great chemistry in the past and on that night but because of the stupid mistakes I made in the past that hurt him things will never be OK with us. He went to jail for mistakes that he made in his life and he asked me to wait for him. Me being just out of high school was not the most patient person. I like this man a lot but I couldn't wait for him like I said I would. I have thought about this man off and on for the last 9 years. What could have been and the what ifs of it all. I met my ex-husband and the rest is history... If I had waited I would not have gotten married and my kids would not be here, so things happen for a reason, but sometimes we wish that they wouldn't have happen that way! I would not trade my kids for the world, don't get me wrong but I wish other things would have been different! :( But that is the past and there is nothing I can do about it but move on. Which I have. I have met a wonderful man that would do anything for me or my kids if we needed him to if he had a way to. I am still guarding my heart for the most part but that comes from being hurt so much.
I went into the new year saying I would be single for a while and technically I still am, him and I have not made anything official and I wont make anything official with anyone til my divorce is final. (Another big milestone this year) But I have a feeling this man may be in my life for a long time. :) we can only hope! LOL
Well I guess I should sign off here and fix these kids some lunch!!
God Bless you all this year!!
Well the new year is in full swing! I must say that this year is turning out much better than I expected. I went into this new year thinking that things were going to be horrible... as they have been for the last few months.. Well I can honestly say that things are starting to look up. I started a job babysitting a good friends 4 kids and I have my name in the places hiring out there so I can maybe get a second job to help out financially in my life. I have my name in a few apartment places that are based off your income and I am just waiting to hear back about them so the kids and i can get out of my moms house and out on our own.
New years was an interesting time to say the least. I was reintroduced to an old flame. Thought things were going to work out for the 2 of us since we had great chemistry in the past and on that night but because of the stupid mistakes I made in the past that hurt him things will never be OK with us. He went to jail for mistakes that he made in his life and he asked me to wait for him. Me being just out of high school was not the most patient person. I like this man a lot but I couldn't wait for him like I said I would. I have thought about this man off and on for the last 9 years. What could have been and the what ifs of it all. I met my ex-husband and the rest is history... If I had waited I would not have gotten married and my kids would not be here, so things happen for a reason, but sometimes we wish that they wouldn't have happen that way! I would not trade my kids for the world, don't get me wrong but I wish other things would have been different! :( But that is the past and there is nothing I can do about it but move on. Which I have. I have met a wonderful man that would do anything for me or my kids if we needed him to if he had a way to. I am still guarding my heart for the most part but that comes from being hurt so much.
I went into the new year saying I would be single for a while and technically I still am, him and I have not made anything official and I wont make anything official with anyone til my divorce is final. (Another big milestone this year) But I have a feeling this man may be in my life for a long time. :) we can only hope! LOL
Well I guess I should sign off here and fix these kids some lunch!!
God Bless you all this year!!
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